It's a new dawn, it's a new day, it's a new...year

Every year, I like many other people in the world make resolutions that I have no intention of actually keeping...of course I never admitted that I had no intentions, that's just the truth I'm finally ready to come to terms with now.
I'd like to say this year is different, but last week I found myself thinking that I was going to make this year different. That this year, I'd better myself...I'd lose weight, be a better parent, a better wife. The difference would be that this year, I'd actually do it. Yeah, right.
I'm not saying I'm not going to try, I'm just going to go into this year understanding, that the odds are against me. And you, my friends, get to witness my journey. Perhaps sharing this with you will hold me accountable in a way that hasn't been done in the past.
I will warn you...I hope to make this very real, very honest...and very little filter. Some days it may be too much...others it may seem like pure ramblings of a mad woman...but I promise, it will truly be me...at least the me as I am at the time of the writing.
So here it goes, because while I may know where I've been, I have no idea where I'm going or how I'm getting there...but I sure as hell am interested in figuring it out.